How long will you wait for ART???

Last night we waited in line for 1 hour and 45 minutes for Cannibal Art Flower...to only spend 45 minutes there anyway. The aret was okay...the performance sucked ass...nothing like a bunch of girls wearing rubber and having airbrush art on them to put things into perspective....GET A LIFE!! Oh well, I am tired, I need to take a nap, a valium, a vicodin...whatever. Actually, things are turning around big time, raises at work, a bonus, passing a major certification test and finally getting closer to th eproper medication balance. Is is possible to have ADHD and edgy anxiety issues? Well...I do. How do you do anything about that, the two medications cancel eachother out. Yikes...like I need to be taking more medications....ahhhhhhhhhhh. One more question.....why do ex boyfriends think you are still head over heals in love with them? I mean seriously, you break-up and you tell them that you love them, but are no longer in love with them in a relationship way...yet they still think when you say you miss having them in your life that must mean that you want to get into their pants. REALITY CHECKING....it means, they miss having you as a friend, over 4 years is a long time for a relationship and there is an underlying friendship that developed....of course.